To begin those task you have been putting off all year, you will have to develop some self-discipline. Do you have a self care routine, morning ritual, or a plan for your life. You have the power to take your life into your own hands, The responsibility is yours alone. You are accountable for you(not your parents, siblings, friends, etc). This is not to say don’t be your brothers keeper but that ultimately you are responsible for your happiness, financial situation, circle of people, family, and who/what you allow in your life. Choose Wisely.
Proverbs 12:1 KJV
Whoso loveth instruction loveth knowledge: but he that hateth reproof is brutish.