There is nothing that you can hide from God. People say they take things to their graves. Can you imagine what your life would have been like if you would have talked to someone about that issue. You can talk to a counselor, someone in a ministry you trust, or a loved one. You can always talk to God. Set yourself free and do not allow your life to be in bondage to something that has already happened. We cannot change anything that has already happened. We can forgive and move on with our lives. We can also ask for forgiveness. God wants us to be free.
Luke 12:3 KJV
Therefore whatsoever ye have spoken in darkness shall be heard in the light; and that which ye have spoken in the ear in closets shall be proclaimed upon the housetops.