Do you know that no matter what you do God is willing to forgive you. All you have to do is come to him and ask for forgiveness. His strength is made perfect in our weakness. None of us are deserving of the grace that God gives us each day. So for that I am grateful and I give thanks each day.
2 Corinthians 12:9 KJV
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.