No matter how bad things may seem, there is something special about you and inside of you. Sometimes you have to go through test, trials, and tribulations. You are being set apart to be used by God to be a light for others in the future. Oney day you will understand why you had to endure those bad days. There is hope. There is light at the end of the tunnel.
Proverbs 29:18 KJV
Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keepeth the law, happy is he.