Have you ever forgiven yourself? Great change is coming. If there are things in your life that you feel you have done the wrong start by telling yourself that you did the best at that time with the information you knew and what you had. There is nothing you can do to change the past. Living for today and making changes today will manifest in your future. Forgive yourself for mistakes you have made and love yourself gently. Make you a priority. Take care of you. It will be okay.
Matthew 6:12 KJV
And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.